in⋅som⋅ni⋅a

in⋅som⋅ni⋅a

/ɪnˈsɒmniə/ Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-som-nee-uh]

–noun inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness.

The past two days have been arguably excruciating. Stuck home all day with nothing to do. I mean what could be more entertaining then being glued on the computer playing Sims 3 for seven straight hours... Most likely I am addicted and is probably the reason why I posted the following noun above. I really don't know if I have insomnia. It is obviously difficult for me to fall asleep right now (I usually call it a day around 10) because I am typing but I just can't get her off my mind. I feel so selfish for thinking about her all the time. Everyone needs their space and I know I do too but all I want to be is by her side lost in her smile. Call it love, romance, I'll call it insomnia.

Another bored summer day.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQUyJBRi02E

OMG FUCKING MS TRAN I FUCKING LOVE YOU

T.T OMG I FREAKING LOVE YOU I WANT TO HAVE BABIES WITH YOU!

Senior.

I never thought about being a senior. Junior year passed by so quickly and it feels like it was only yesterday I was a freshmen holding around an oversize guitar case. Academically, I feel I didn't do my best. It hurts me to say this but I regret not pushing myself. I feel I should have spent my weekends studying instead of laying around. Still, it is something I just have to move on from and to look past. Which brings me to the question, what do I want to do achieve in my life. Becoming a teacher is something I feel I would enjoy because you pass down your knowledge. I've had so many bullshit teachers that didn't even give a shit about their students and have the stupidest scoring ever. I want to do my best as a person to provide help to make sure the student succeeds and understands everything I've learned to help them achieve their goal. Being a optometrist isn't a bad idea either. Nor is being a dentist or something in the medical field. *chuckles The only problem is what would I teach?

I can't even see what I'll be doing in ten years. Pssh I wouldn't even mind taking one of those cubicle jobs.