Fuck.

I said it 47 times today. I need to stop cussing.

Time to be prodcuctive.

The only thing that cheers me up.

And winter break begins...

A whole week full of morning showers and sleepless skies. Well, I started off the day on a good note I presume. I woke up at 9 a.m. which allowed me thirty minutes to get ready for rehearsal. Sadly, this left no time for me to snack on something. I don't know what it is, but ever since I set up all those alarms in the morning, I never really "wake-up." I usually hop out of my sheets, shut off the alarm, and fall back to sleep. Similar to a reflex. Except the past couple days, instead of turning off the alarm clock, I mistakenly switch on the television, shut off the alarm, and shut off the television just to go back to sleep.

Auditioning for the musical didn't turn out to be as awful as I thought. I actually look forward to rehearsals because of everybody's enthusiasm and cleverness while acting but vocals would have to be the only days that irritate me. None of the songs interest me unless my part is given a little solo or a "high part" if you know what I mean. I usually stare at the clock wishing for the rehearsal to finish. Disappointingly, that wasn't the case today.

At home, I watched half of Casper and just finished Resident Evil: Degeneration. I find Christina Ricci's personality attractive for some odd reason. Not only in this movie, but in The Addams Family and other movies as well. I suppose I have a thing for weird girls. As for Resident Evil, I was hoping it would have the same horrible dialogue similar to the older games but that deceived me. Still, I recall one line that was memorable. Claire received a cup of tea and complimented Frederic (the person who invited her for tea) with "mmm its delicious." I don't know why, but the way she pointed it out suddenly made me burst out in laughter. Other than that, the movie was unoriginal and predictable, but what can you expect from a straight to dvd cg video game movie. They knew fans were going to purchase the film anyways regardless of the rating. As for me, guilty as charged.

Well, now I am going to finish off the night watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist while enjoying a bowl of Recess Puffs cereal. RECESS? FOR BREAK....fuck it haha. Time for me to find FLUFFY.

Weekends.

My weekends are far from exciting. Every weekend is similar like the other. Sleeping in till 10 a.m, browsing the internet, playing video games, jamming on Daphne, homework, and back to sleep. The only exciting thing was sleeping which was completely out of the ordinary. Usually I don't remember any of my dreams unless they compose "unrated material" (if you know what I mean) but when my dreams are random, I tend to have a brief memory of it.

I wonder if my dreams were trying to tell me something. All I remember was using an elevator that brought me 5 minutes to the past. (similar to Bill and Ted's magical telephone booth) Maybe I was trying to tell myself to change my bet from the Cardinals to the Steelers in the last 5 minutes of the game. Who knows...

Currently Listening to:

You're more beautiful than anything than in this world
More precious than a very star in a pearl
And even though it didn't work out together
You're still my sunset, set, set.